Tattoo

Today I went with Dave and my sister when they go their tattoos.
They say:

This too shall pass
NJN Dt. 30:1

And it's on their wrists. I miss Nicole so bad :'(
And it's so hard because I'm starting to get a lot of requests for things on YouTube and I want to make videos for all of you guys but I'm going through such a hard time.
I love you all. I have a video that I'll upload soon that I recorded a few days ago.

I'm quite sure that soon I'll be getting a tattoo. Just a small one on my big toe that says:

njn ♥

Just simple. And in the summer when I'm wearing flip flops I'll see it everyday. And it's perfect, because I spent so much time with her over the summer.
I'm trying so hard not to cry right now.

What's funny is I know that if I showed her my YouTube or my blog or anything, she would laugh at me so hard.
I love her so much.

:'(