Packing

I've done a lot a lot of packing.
My roommate is here right now and she has yet to acknowledge any of my packing. I'm actually kind of afraid for when she does because I don't really know what to say to her. I never told her anything about Nicole, or anything about me leaving my University.
She asked me if I wanted to bake cookies tonight and I said no, that I was going to my Aunt's tonight. That is true. I am going to my Aunt's. She asked me how long I was staying and I said until Tuesday. Also true. On Tuesday I'm going back home to Holland though, not back to here.
I feel like she's purposely avoiding obvious questions. That or she's just really really dumb (which might be the case, though for her sake I hope not).
I want to go to Toronto. I want to see Mark :'(

[Love you, Nicole]