Praying

I'm not a religious person, and I don't know what I believe.
But I'm going to do everything I possibly can for Nicole <3
I know she can get through this, and I want to help her in any way possible, and I want as many people to help pray and send good thoughts as possible. And I know that no one is reading this blog at this point, but sometimes you just need to get things off your chest, you know?
I just want her to get better. To be able to hold her baby boy and kiss his toes.
This is probably one of the hardest things I've ever gone through, I'm constantly on edge, constantly waiting for news, hoping for the best, dreading the worst. And I know it's only half as hard for me as it is for all of her family, and her closer friends.
I love her and I want her to get better so bad. It's what I wish for, pray for, think about...
My eyes constantly brim with tears - I have to calm myself constantly to make them retreat.
I wrote a poem about her in my creative writing class today. I used to just write a poem when asked to for class. I'm not used to writing them about my feelings.
You can do this Nicole, I know it.
I love you.